I subconsciously have this deep-rooted fear of judgment that makes me terrible at handling criticism, but I finally showed this personal portfolio/workspace website to someone other than my sister.
Taking the initiative to show it to that person myself somehow helped take some of the edge off, interestingly enough.
And in doing so, I was able to assess my own works with new eyes and admit to myself that there are things that I needed to redo or remove from this website.
In order to do the things I want to do, however, I need to really work on my bad habits. They’re called “being easily distracted by shallow interests”, “instinctual procrastination”, and “unjustifiable laziness”.
They’ve become my habits after all, so I can’t deny that it will be very difficult to overcome them.
For now, I still need to gather more confidence to step out of my comfort zone if I don’t want my creative passions to stagnate. In that sense, I have a lot of admiration for content creators on social media. It takes a lot of courage to put yourself out there.
That said, time to get things done.
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